grief,depression,lost the hospital,scared,she lost kanoro,trapped,identity stolen,moving away,losing her parents,seeing the kikiyu,seeing the kikuyu,lost kanoro,very sad,lost her life,lost hospital,losing parents,having to be valerie,hurting,lose all her past,kikuyu loss,can't be who she is,seeing the kikiuyu,she lost the hospita,her life is a lie,she can't b herself,this is not her life,losing life,they call her valeri,people lying to her,she is lonely,all alone!!,learning new name,ecaspeing prithcasds,can't be herself,hospital gone,life ruined,in control by pritc.,church gone,thinks she died,life is a lie,having to be pastor,learning new life,alone,no help,lonely,lost hopstial,being someone else,moving to england,she is not herself,lost everything,life is ruined,depression, confused,sadness,she is not sure if,going to england,the prichard's,the prichards are,maria-,escaping prithcards,lost parents,depesion,parents got sick,her parents died,loss of parents,parents died,saddness,losing kanoro,her parent dieng,has no family,wants to help, but,lose parents,no family,lying or honesty,unknown future,futer is unown,apprehensive,feels alone,undercontrol,scared 'bout future,loss kanoro,lost way of life,lying to people,she needs 2 b honest,honesty,being honest,can't see kanoro,living with prichard,down,she is valerie now,gloomy,loseing herself,losing konoro,